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How I am, 6 AM
May. 24th, 2024 06:00 amI went to bed at 10:30 last night. The goal is earlier than that, but I almost never make it. Even with blinds and some curtains, my body notices the sun in the morning, so bedtime needs to be early. Tossed and turned, tried the usual counting backwards thing, gave up at 11:30 and read for a while (Do I care about Neo-Confucianism in 14th century almost-Joseon? Maybe?). Realized I hadn't rowed that day. Rowed for 500 meters. Realized it was almost midnight, new music video about to drop. Watched it. Turned out light, went to sleep. Woke up at 5 AM with the birds (from the birds?). Decided that one of the things making my head whiz was the unrealized plan to make a spreadsheet of expenses (for reasons, I don't want to talk about it). When I bought this laptop in 2021 I didn't pay for the Office stuff, so the only word/excel/etc I have is 2013 on the ten year old laptop that I rarely use. I hate google docs (whatever they are called now, I'm old and tired). I don't want to give Microsoft any money because I'm mad that they plan to stop supporting Windows 10 in a few months and I sure as heck don't want to use Windows 11, which they have told us will track everything we do for AI purposes. Finally set up the sheet, and then noticed that I am so tired that I couldn't figure out how to insert new rows (really, Laura?). I am going to put out the recycling and go back to bed.
I need to leave for tap in three hours, but maybe a nap will happen? Maybe I'll take the bus, because cycling or driving both sound dangerous right now.
I need to leave for tap in three hours, but maybe a nap will happen? Maybe I'll take the bus, because cycling or driving both sound dangerous right now.
